friends are not forever.
best friends are.

suddenly, i feel emo all over again. i guess the exams are coming, my hair turning white. that's what freaks me out. i so can't wait to be in poly and stay there forever.
why do i have such a simple mind? it ain't a good thing. not at all.

im so proud of myself! i ran five rounds around the field. ^^ all thanks to felicia.
1st round
me: i cannot already leh...
felicia: aiyo jane! you can la. only half a round had passed leh!
3rd round
me: really cannot laaaaa~ can die die die....!
felicia: jane, you can do it! take bigger steps! come.
4th round
me: AIYA FELICIA!!! CANNOT LE.. I WANNA FAINT *pants a lot*
felicia: JANE YOU CAN! TAKE BIGGER STEPS!
me: CAN DIE DIE DIE!!!
felicia: CHAI IS THERE...
me: let's go!!!
5th round
me: OMG FELICIA, I WANNA DIE~!!!
felicia: JANE, LAST ROUND ALREADY!!!! CAN ONE CAN ONE.
me: f i n a l l y *pants excessively*

so that was how it went. totally killable. studying is killable too. i just got a papercut. =/

do you know?
yuyang is in temasek poly. that's where i'm going.

went Chung Cheng High today. i miss my primary school friend though i didn't get to see them today when i went. really like that school though it looks a bit china at first, but the whole campus was kind of magnificent. AHS is so small, and our auditorium is so humble compared to their's. anyway, i went there for SS workshop. totally confusing because the teacher who is from Dunman High doesn't really teach the same method as Miss Khoo did. except for the SEQ, i didn't understand the rest of what she has been saying. Julie and i were trying hard to keep awake too. it was not because she was boring. okay, she's quite boring but partly the reason is we all had a long day. and the air con was so nice. i'm surprised that Jollin and Peiqi doesn't even seem tired. i thought they'd be dozing already. haha, just kidding. the teacher seem to always pick on me, am i too chio? the worst thing is even if i answered some of her questions, she didn't give me a chocolate. bias! it's alright, i need to go on a diet. anyone wants to go running together sometime? i need to get moving. LOSE WEIGHT! => anyway, Justina... for your info i saw quite a number of cute guys. but my friend told me those guys in her school are cute and shuai but they will act cool when they see you. haha. so the good and bad side? anyway, the walk to the bus stop was a long but enjoyable journey. scrimpy school didn't wanna sponsor the trip back. =/ the private houses were such a beautiful sight. even if i have to walk this road for like 4 years i don't mind. it's so much more scenic than the walk to the mrt from AHS. Julie, Angela and I were like can we transfer to CCH please? really love that school now lor.

okays, i wanted to blog about my past few events. but it seemed i didn't have the time and now i totally forgot about what i wanted to blog about. just some random things i guess. Xandra is going, she's transferring to the Ngee Ann City branch. i was quite angry,so i told Paige: "Once a novena store manager, always a novena store manager. we will not accept any other store manager except for Xandra." but it doesn't seem we can do anything except to hate Tamagochi forever. haha. i like Winnie the Pooh better! the code of Mos, ssshhh.
and i found these particular phrase very meaningful...
"i would rather fail at something which is meaningful and i've worked hard for. than lead a meaningless life"
-Taiyou No Uta
"朋友归朋友，基本尊重还是要有。" &
"friends may be friends. basic respect must be there."
- Show Luo, conveyed by Xueqi, translated to english by me.

i've caught One Litre of Tears it's really a super sad show. i've cried since the 3rd episode. partly why it's also very sad is because it's a true story. so it's not like you watch already and will think that, aiya it's just a drama. but it's not so detached from reality. it's totally based on true story except some amendments were made to it. it's just so real. and very touching. for the last 3 episodes, i cried every single minute. the next day i woke up, i can only open my eyes like less than half. then as the day goes by, it went back to normal. but that's how bad it is. cry until buaytahan! if you feel stressed for your exams, go watch this show. cry and destress away. LOL. but it's really very good. =)

anyway, on thursday after school i went for the singing session of 蔡旻佑!!! i bet many never heard of him before. he is very shuai in person and i think he sounded better live than in the album. that's so great. and on friday, i went for his autograph session. a lot of people!!! i asked him to draw a heart beside his signature. he gladly did so. he gave his heart to me. =P Felicia was totally exuberant about the thought that he has noticed her. and Xueqi was proud of the fact that he said sorry to her because when she asked him to help her write her name, he wanted to do so. but the qianbian woman beside him was shaking her head and looking very buaysong. so he was like "对不起" and gave her a very apologetic and sincere smile. so we three all had somethign to be proud and happy about =D
and and. on saturday Yulin said she saw me on channel 8 6.30 news!!! on monday when i went back to school, Xueqi told me many of her friends said they saw her on tv too! and Felicia's class also told her. our 3 seconds of fame. how exciting... they said while Felicia was shaking his hand that part, they just nice cut that part out and show it in the news. the funny thing is, i didn't know so many people watched the CHANNEL 8, 6.30PM NEWS!!! especially on a wonderful day such as Saturday. haha. but, oh gosh, im a star leh. i allow you to talk to me. okay, i'm like kind of crapping now. haha.

i can remember a bit of biology even though i only tested Jolynn this morning. but who cares, i dont take bio and i'm totally grateful for that. bio is so boring and confusing... physics is the in thing lor. =)

blabbering...
blabbering...
blabbering...
should stop now. until next time i blog again. tata.
xoxo,
jane

i tell you, TAIYOU NO UTA totally rocks. it may be a very typical story plot, but it's somehow very attractive. and the ending is expected, but a little bit of twist here and there. i heart this totally. Jdramas are so cool because they're so short. Taiyou No Uta is only 10 episodes! the female actress is so chio...

chio right right?
really love that show. i think i'm gonna watch One Litre of Tears soon, highly recommended by Limying too. Limying i heart you, know know? =D

I'm so happy for Julie too because she just called me a while ago and chinese orchestra got GOLD for SYF!!! wow, i'm so proud of them =D

had a totally fun and crazy time with english drama just now. 'cos i was totally high and the group i'm with is really fun as i've mentioned many many many times before. i can't wait for english drama next monday!

talking about Saturday now. i went to Ah Mei's Cafe to have breakfast with Xueqi and we had toast and iced milk tea. the toast is toasted but not hot, so-so only. love the orange straws and iced milk tea still.

she made this opportunity with him possible. ^^
after work, met up with sister and friend at dhoby ghaut after i went back to bathe. bought the tickets for Freedom Writers 12.10 at the Cathay. It's a really great show. very worth it. we finished watching around slightly after 2. my mom found out la, she was kind of angry but what can she do? she cant possibly run back all the way from Malaysia and hantam both of us. haha. then we caught NR7 to simpang and had supper. i had the roti john, we joked about a lot a lot a lot. gosh, i was laughing like mad lah. got wedges? LOL.
sister's friend walked us home and cabbed home to Eunos himself. nice =) reached home around 5. met my cousin online. haha, then we chatted awhile and i went to sleep. woke up like 4pm the next day? would have slept more, but it was too noisy in my house. i think overall not bad la, now i know how clubbers feel. i think it's quite a waste of time la. but i would do it again if there's a chance. =D
mom came home that day, she said "how dare you all go midnight movie ah? last time your mom never go before, you all dare to go ah!" she was laughing whilst, i bet she is jealous we get to do this and she doesn't. next time when she retires and have nothing to do. i shall bring her out on a mom-daughter outing and make her feel young =)

i have a lot of time, but i somehow, i feel there's not enough time.
is there something i dont know which everyone knows?
it feels very weird.
but be happy, jane! ^^